Wednesday, January 26, 2011

bitch n moan alert

yesterday... was a day from hell

530 am... ring ringggggggggggg
the city calls... to say...all schools have 90 minute delayed opening
its snowing like its the arctics

630 am....
ask hubs to bring the son to school... to save me 10 precious minutes... so i can get to work by 945 am after i get the sweet girl on the bus
answer... NO!

730 am...
ask one more time..
answer...No

815 am...
nag one final time..
answer still ... resounding n LOUD...NO

9:45 am....
bus is running late
i ask the other mom waiting in the driveway in her car with her kid..if my girl can wait in her car so i can get to work before 10 am ... to make it in time for a meeting that i moved from 9 to 10 am
drop son off at school n crawl into work just before 10 am

10:15 am
call neighbor...if bus showed up n all
good Samaritan neighbor goes...'the bus didn't show up...so i dropped the 2 kids at school'
hate to have imposed on her.... UGH!

1030 am - 230 pm
nose down.. fixing changes streaming in CONSTANTLY from Regs dept

2:30 pm
boss calls....can you come over? she asks
she wants to put back a feature they pulled out last week...
on which i spent 1 week to fix and test

Jan 30...phase 1 ends
budgets are running low
not ONE form is put to rest in this app i been working on the last 4+ months
constant changes from the regs dept....
my boss from IT is breathing down my neck on budgets vs work done

2:33 pm
i lost it
i blew the roof down...

all that pent up frustration... of not doing justice to my work... kids

...........................................
9 am today
walk in...
to find a beautiful vase of flowers in front of my monitor n 3 candy bars lined up on my keyboard


my boss from regs... the culprit

once in a while.... it helps to lose it :)

Friday, January 14, 2011

disturbia

heard from a pal who is divorced recently... tht her husband moved on ...is married n has a 1 yr old kid from his 'new' marriage.
i know... people rebound ALL the time from broken relationships
but the reason they split was... coz he was the 'suspicious' kind

i was sick to my stomach...
we start a relationship on a +ve note... with so much hope
dragging kids who never 'asked' to be born in the first place, into this world
why can't 2 people just live in peace?

if you care... read this...

relationship do's n dont's

ya ya...yet another lecture on relationships i thot...
this one is mildly sense-full

am losing sleep... last few weeks
fitful sleep patterns
wake up midway from tortured dreams...
of snakes...plenty of them creeping all over the yard...in my childhood home
my grand mom featured in it last nite
*tht rite there is a nitemare...if you knew the woman she was*
n was feeding me a home cooked meal
coz i was preggers! ugh!.... with a baby girl

today i woke with some kinda stomach bug...like a food poisoning... must be the fish i pulled out the freezer n let sit in the fridge for 2 days before cooking.... ugh

wherez my rock...
i want to crawl under it n go to sleep...
dreamless...
forever