disturbia

heard from a pal who is divorced recently... tht her husband moved on ...is married n has a 1 yr old kid from his 'new' marriage.
i know... people rebound ALL the time from broken relationships
but the reason they split was... coz he was the 'suspicious' kind

i was sick to my stomach...
we start a relationship on a +ve note... with so much hope
dragging kids who never 'asked' to be born in the first place, into this world
why can't 2 people just live in peace?

if you care... read this...

relationship do's n dont's

ya ya...yet another lecture on relationships i thot...
this one is mildly sense-full

am losing sleep... last few weeks
fitful sleep patterns
wake up midway from tortured dreams...
of snakes...plenty of them creeping all over the yard...in my childhood home
my grand mom featured in it last nite
*tht rite there is a nitemare...if you knew the woman she was*
n was feeding me a home cooked meal
coz i was preggers! ugh!.... with a baby girl

today i woke with some kinda stomach bug...like a food poisoning... must be the fish i pulled out the freezer n let sit in the fridge for 2 days before cooking.... ugh

wherez my rock...
i want to crawl under it n go to sleep...
dreamless...
forever