Shez gone and so is her pain. but she left us... with broken hearts.
whatz strange when I think back to the short year she lived after diagnosis is...
the pain was worse... the day the biopsy came back +ve for Ewing's Sarcoma.... than the day she passed.
more gut wrenching it was... to see her bald head the first time, with an iv running up her arm, laid up in a white hospital bed undergoing chemoT... than seeing her fast asleep with a smile on her lips... that last day.
heart breaking it was... to see her cry and cry and cry inconsolably, to leave for the hospital that one last time to never return home... than it was when she was lowered into her final resting place.
if my pain is so palpable now, after 9 long years... what are my sis and bil feeling?
i doubt... they will ever recover.
Nannu...
born 3/3/1991 - turned angel 12/16/2000
9 yrs 9 months and 12 days. a precious precious lill girl's short life.
Nannu...
today you fly with angels... but will always remain in my heart.
love you darling.
Words seem inadequate to express the sadness we feel.
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naanu.. you look so cute n adorable. Two minutes of seeing your pictures and I already feel so bad n miss you. Would have been devastating for your family.
ReplyDeleteYou left a hole in your family that can never be plugged again.
beautiful post for a beautiful angel. hugs, prayers and wishes to you and family.
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