Shez gone and so is her pain. but she left us... with broken hearts.
whatz strange when I think back to the short year she lived after diagnosis is...
the pain was worse... the day the biopsy came back +ve for Ewing's Sarcoma.... than the day she passed.
more gut wrenching it was... to see her bald head the first time, with an iv running up her arm, laid up in a white hospital bed undergoing chemoT... than seeing her fast asleep with a smile on her lips... that last day.
heart breaking it was... to see her cry and cry and cry inconsolably, to leave for the hospital that one last time to never return home... than it was when she was lowered into her final resting place.
if my pain is so palpable now, after 9 long years... what are my sis and bil feeling?
i doubt... they will ever recover.
Nannu... born 3/3/1991 - turned angel 12/16/2000
9 yrs 9 months and 12 days. a precious precious lill girl's short life.
Nannu...
today you fly with angels... but will always remain in my heart.
love you darling.
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God bless her soul...
ReplyDeleteMay she rest in peace...
I can relate to this post. I lost my granny to lung cancer. This post just brought all the memories back.
:( That's so bad. She looks so cute in the pic :( May god bless her soul
ReplyDeleteThis was very touching :-( May she rest in peace...
ReplyDeleteMay her soul rest in peace..
ReplyDeleteI lost my sister.. I was a kid then.. But i remember her. She was born mantally retarded. I wanted her to get up from the bed and play with me. I wanted her to go to school with me. I wanted her to snatch my things. But finally one day, I wanted her to die. I couldnt see her suffer more.
Truly Touched!
ReplyDeleteShe will be very happy to see you still cherishing her love and sharing her presence with us!
Luv yeah:)
painful to read. i'm sure it was worse. but, we will keep happy thoughts. as rachana said, i'm sure she'd be happy to make you happy.
ReplyDelete:) hugs.
Touched. May her soul RIP! :)
ReplyDeleteGod Bless You!
didnt expect this... am touched to the core... may her soul rest in peace...
ReplyDeleteWas an unexpected post...
ReplyDeleteनैनं छिन्दन्ति शस्त्राणि नैनं दहति पावकः।
न चैनं क्लेदयन्त्यापो न शोषयति मारुतः।|
Take care. :)
may her soul rest in peace. a very cute girl.
ReplyDeletemay her soul rest in peace.
ReplyDeleteshe's very cute indeed.. painful to read that narration! :(
hearing about death is always painful, when it happens to near ones all the more painful.................i lost a cousin to a bike accident last week and a batchmate to a terrorist attack last month...........................may their souls rest in peace
ReplyDeleteGosh!
ReplyDeleteSuch a cute girl. God takes the best people on Earth so that he'd have good company. Such a sad post. :'(
Felt a pang in the heart while reading this.
ReplyDeleteMay she rest in peace.
It must've been very difficult for you to write this. So sorry to know.
You really time traveled, didn't you? But some things are better forgotten. Thinking about people who are gone only brings pain.
ReplyDeleteam moved by your words and the touching narration.......
ReplyDeleteMay her soul rest in peace.
ReplyDeleteSo very touched. Sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteYour support will definitely help your sister...
Tragic. Don't know what to say. Death the great leveler leaves a greater impact on a person's heart than any work of man. Doesn't somehow suit the mood to appreciate your writing skills.
ReplyDeletethanks all... for reading me and leaving your comments.
ReplyDeletegood luck with BATON-8
Mudra
Oh! Cha... I am so sorry.
ReplyDeleteWhen it was so painful to read this , I wonder how you wrote this ?? I pray that soul resst in peace n may God grant strength to you n your sis n bil to bear this loss ..SHe is really cute..Life sometimes play cruel games, isnt it ?
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